I'm a survivor...

Pagi ni aku pg keje dgn hati yang kusut. Aku bawa kerete ke office sbb ptg ni aku nak jumpa kawan aku Miss S. Dia kol aku smalam nak ajak jumpa. Memandangkan aku br nak smp umah masa tu, jd x dpt jumpa smalam. Aku janji ngan dia nak jumpa mlm ni.

Aku x dpt tido smalam. Hati aku tenang semanjak dua menjak ni. Tp otak aku berserabut. Nak tido pun kena paksa diri. Habislah aku punye dark circle makin membesar. Takut nanti aku kelihatan mcm Gaara dlm Naruto tu plak.

Ptg smalam aku beremail dgn bos tentang cuti aku yg dah dikira sebagaimana dia janjikan pada aku. Dan aku dah diberitahu juga apa2 yg aku nak tahu tu. Aku trs jd kusut dan x lalu makan lps tu. Aku email tpt akan dtg dgn rs yang sungguh ngeri sbb aku takut penerimaan dorg pada request aku.

Tp bila pg ni dlm kereta, aku dgr lagu2 best termasulah lagu kegemaran aku ni, aku rs mcm lbh kuat untuk menghadapi segalanya. Sedih, bengang mmg msh ada. Tp ntah nape hati rs lbh tenang menghadapi segala dugaan ni dlm tahun baru. Aku harap segalanya akan lancar meskipun sukar di awal tahun.

Destiny's Child- Survivor

(Verse 1)
Now that you are out of my life, I'm so much better,
You thought that I'd be weak without ya,But I'm stronger,
You thought that I'd be broke without ya,But I'm richer,
You thought that I'd be sad without ya,I laugh harder,
You thought I wouldn't grow without ya,Now I'm wiser,
You thought that I'd be helpless without ya,But I'm smarter,
You thought that I'd be stressed without ya,But I'm chillin'
You thought I wouldn't sell without ya,Sold nine million.

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),Keep on survivin' (what).

(Verse 2)
Thought I couldn't breathe without you,I'm inhalin'
You thought I couldn't see without you,Perfect vision,
You thought I couldn't last without ya,But I'm lastin'
You thought that I would die without ya,But I'm livin'
Thought that I would fail without ya,But I'm on top,
Though it would be over by now,But it won't stop,
You thought that I would self-destruct,But I'm still here,
Even in my years to come,I'm still gon' be here.

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),

I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).

(Bridge)
I'm wishin' you the best,
Pray that you are blessed,
Much success, no stress, and lots of happiness,(I'm better than that)

I'm not gonna blast you on the radio,(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna lie on you or your family, yo,(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna hate you in the magazine,(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna compromise my Christianity,(I'm better than that)
You know I'm not gonna diss you on the Internet
Cause my momma told me better than that.

[Chorus]1x
Oh(Oh)Oh(Oh)Oh(Oh)Oh(Oh)Oh(Oh)Oh(Oh)Oh(Oh)Oh(Oh)

After all of the darkness and sadness,
Still comes happiness,
If I surround myself with positive things,
I'll gain prosperity.

[Chorus]2x